Beautiful Family

Beautiful Family

Monday, May 30, 2011

Zoorassic Park Saturday May 28th

We took Jayme to the Zoo to see the Dinosaurs and the Animals he had a lot of fun finding them. Even though he was pretty scared to get to close or turn his back on them. Here are some pics that we took.





Zuri








Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Feel CrAzY!?!

I feel like i'm totally going Crazy!!! There are some things I really hate about being pregnant and the Hormonal Moodiness is a BIG one!!! I miss not feeling so upset or pissed off at the dumbest little thing. Which being pregnant makes me need to worry about the little things. I have to worry about everything. We went on our vacation to Vegas and Arizona and I loved seeing my sister and nephew and spending so much time with them. But I felt like I was constantly fighting with Mike, Constantly annoyed with my mom and just really unhappy. Then we get back home and it still feels the same. Mike and I have to fight over the littlest things because I can't just say yes I want this to eat that sounds good. Hello!!! ALOT of food doesn't sound good!!! I can't just tell you what I want or need if I don't know what I want or need. I can't just jump out of bed and do everything I need to do right then and there. I have to be slow and eat constantly and it's really really frustrating. Then I have to feel like i'm not even important anymore. I feel like everything else overrules anything I want or need. I feel like I just have to sit on the couch to relax while being ignored. I feel like i'm just this crazy nutty person that noone wants to be around or talk to. Let alone get close to me. I constantly have to feel everything about this pregnancy and take really good care of myself and my teeth and Jayme and try to not worry about the frustrations. And work full time and be constantly tired and moody. I've totally lost myself and I know I will feel better when I'm a little further along but right now i'm seriously going CRAZY. I just want to feel like i'm not alone. Like i'm not going to end up alone with another baby. I just want to feel like someone understands my crazy frustrations and moodiness. I don't want to be Invisible!!!

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Belly Pic 9 Weeks

I even had to buy Maternity Pants today because nothing fits me anymore. These are some of my favs that I got and they were so COMFORTABLE :)

Jayme's First T-Ball Game

Jayme was so excited waiting for Today to come. He played his first T-Ball Game. He did a great job and had so much fun. My Camera died so I only got a few pics but will get more the next game.